The Simpsons


Well, I caved. In exchange for two late-night cheese quesadillas, I agreed to watch “The Simpsons” with Andy. I have been vocal in the past about my dislike for “The Simpsons”, which has always been a sore spot for Andy because it is his all-time favorite show.

Why do/did I dislike “The Simpsons”? Well, you can put it down to character flaws: sometimes I like to be contrary, I’m stubborn in my opinions until given proper evidence, I enjoy making Andy unhappy (that last part is only sometimes). But mostly it’s because I had never seen an episode of The Simpsons that made me laugh out loud – not even the famed Monorail episode, written by everyone’s favorite ginger: Conan O’Brien. Sure, it had GREAT plot structure but it didn’t make me fall off the couch.
So what did we start off with last night? The “X-Files” episode, since I’ve been on an “X-Files” kick lately, and it was definitely a good choice. I especially liked how Mulder’s I.D. had a picture of him mostly naked. It was actually funny! But I was not ready to admit that to Andy, because he can’t be right too often or he’ll get a big head.
Next up was the episode with Mr. Scorpio, aka Steve Jobs if he had lived long enough to make an aesthetically pleasing supervillian laser. (“It comes up out of the roof!” “That’s how it’s DONE!”) Hilarious mainly because Homer was oblivious and things got ridiculous really fast. At this point, I’m willing to concede that maybe there is something to this Simpsons hoopla that’s been going on for the last two decades or so. Also, discovered I do a great Marge impression but it hurts my throat.

Finally, an episode where they join a cult. You have to know, cults scare the living crap out of me. The idea that someone can worm their way into brains like that, take advantage of lost souls looking for a home… it makes my skin crawl. But this one managed to be funny because it 1) showed the healing power of beer and 2) had a great ending.

My final analysis: Story structure counts for a lot, and “The Simpsons” is wonderfully well-written. But (of course there’s a but), I still prefer “South Park” because it makes me laugh out loud.

Bonus! A piece of flash fiction I thought of this morning on the way to work, after reading a piece yesterday about the whitewashing of American literary fiction:

The streets of Marrakesh were narrow and dusty, filled with people and baskets and goats and every fruit in every color you could imagine. They twisted through the city, narrow rivers of life that fed into pools of houses, businesses, bathing centers and temples. Joe navigated them less swiftly than the natives, a pebble carried along by the current – directed, not in control of its actions. He didn’t mind though, the scenery was well worth it. Compared to the bleak Wisconsin winters, December in Marrakesh was vibrant and warm. The women, not up to the Western aesthetic for beauty, had an exotic flavor that still lingered on his tastebuds. He liked them frightened and poor, which was most of them in this city, but occasionally a shopkeeper’s wife – chubby by Marrakesh standards – would wave her arms and his heart would leap. This city had so much life in it that he was swept blissfully away from any memory of winter, of home, of her.

Bonus bonus! A piece that I might turn into a short story at some point, but for right now it’s what I would call flash fiction.

Akhmed was camped by the pyramids, the crumbling ruins of a bygone empire whose blood coursed through his veins. Like his ancestors, those ravagers of Kush and Mesopotamia, he was a pillager. In between the ancient monuments he waited, crouched, for the French guards to pass out from their drinking. They were using the ancient wise Sphinx for target practice, shouting encouragement to each other in a language he could not understand. Eventually, their lamps faded. He snuck past their camp, not minding the stink for he smelled far worse. Down the passage in the dark, ancient portraits guiding his fingertips until he caught the snag in the wall. A hexagonal shape, though Akhmed would not have been able to tell you that, signaled the room that the invaders could never have found. He pressed his finger into the center and the wall opened. Inside the moonlight flooded from a hexagon in the ceiling, illuminating the ancient’s ship. He cradled the craft in his hands – it was small and oblong, perfectly smooth and glittering silver in the moonlight. “Open” he whispered to it in his ancestor’s language, and he disappeared in a thousand shimmering atoms. The craft powered on with a gentle hum as Akhmed sat behind the controls and heralded the home craft, which was out near the gas giant that would be named after a boisterous Roman god. “We must leave,” he told them. “I have seen enough.”

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What I’ve been up to lately


Hey everyone, this is just going to be really quick. That’s what he said.
Anyway, I’ve been really busy with Nanowrimo and writing reviews for The Outhouse. I didn’t finish my novel “in time” but I really like what i have so far and plan to build on it.
In the mean time, here’s a link to my latest “Once Upon a Time” review:

http://www.theouthousers.com/index.php/reviews/entertainment-reviews/17422-once-upon-a-time-that-little-voice.html?time=1322759482

So go enjoy that for a little while and watch for my American Horror Story review, which will be up today. I’ll try to get a nice, original blog post in soon.

I don’t need a cloak to be invisible


That’s right, everyone, I’m secretly Dumbledore. Or I might as well be, given how long I’ve been away from my beloved blog. Between starting a new temp assignment and writing for 52apalooza over at The Outhouse, I haven’t had much time to share my thoughts on anything over the last few weeks. I don’t feel like I’ve had that much time for anything, actually, because whenever I’m not working I’m either

  1. Catching up with people (there’s only so many times you can blow someone off without feeling guilty, or depressingly anti-social)
  2. Working on The Outhouse
  3. Playing a game of some sort, to destress and not be working for a few minutes
  4. Writing

See how “writing” is number four on that list? That’s a problem; it’s supposed to be my grand driving passion, work is supposed to be something I do to get paychecks until I make my big break. At this pace, I won’t get my first novel done til I’m 40. I know that most writers don’t see any success until their thirties, but frankly I don’t feel like waiting that long. Working in an office is a slow daily grind, and I don’t have that much to do. Because I like lists, here’s what my day usually looks like:

  1. Morning reports/emails
  2. Browse googlereader, be mad that Cracked is blocked
  3. Guilt trip about how little writing I’ve done
  4. Knock out a spur of the moment first draft
  5. Phone calls
  6. Lunch
  7. Afternoon reports emails
  8. Editing
  9. Browse googlereader, be mad I can’t watch videos
  10. Leave

I’ve asked for more work, but there’s none to be had. So, I sit, and work on writing, and leave each day wondering where all that potentially productive time went. I don’t want this to be a pattern for the rest of my time here, but on the other hand I’m afraid of getting caught up in my writing and neglecting anything urgent that might need to be accomplished. For a writer there’s nothing worse than an interruption, especially if you get into the “zone”. I have the ability to become completely absorbed in my stories – it’s like watching a movie projected inside my head – and it doesn’t take much to break that concentration. A phone call for me, an urgent email, somebody who just wants to chat. And I can’t be rude or neglectful of my duties, so it gets shoved to the bottom of the list again.

I wish I had the balls, or wealth, to just be a full-time writer, but times are tough. There’s rent to pay and food to buy, gas tanks to fill and internet to maintain. I admire people who do make the commitment to full-time writing, but unless I have some measure of financial security there’s no way I can do that. Even during my periods of unemployment over the past year I wasn”t able to write because I was so worried about money. It’s a vicious cycle that I’m not sure I can break, except by waiting for a little luck and, in the meantime, working to improve my situation.

The ideal solution would be grad school (since winning the lottery isn’t even on the table), but in order to get in you have to have a portfolio that you submit. Most people don’t even apply til their mid-20′s (which are steadily creeping up on me – the big 2-4 this year), and I have one published story to my credit. Either way, I have to start working on my own writing – not just for The Outhouse, but my stories.

So, with that in mind, I’m going to recommit to making a weekly post on this blog. It’s going to be hard with how much is going on this month, and with NaNoWriMo on the horizon, but life is hard and working to make your passion a reality is even harder. (Insert dick joke about passion becoming real hard. Insert dick joke about writing “insert dick”. Be immature for a few seconds, it’s fun.) If writing were easy, everyone would do it. (What is it with me and innuendo in this paragraph?)

So, send some encouragement my way. Seriously, I need all the support I can get, folks. Thanks in advance, write you next week.

The Digital Revolution Is Not So Revolutionary


I took a publishing class during fall quarter of my senior year of college, along with about 6 other undergrads and a bunch of older hipster grad students. They would talk knowingly of Raymond Chandler and Annie Proux (both authors I don’t really care for), basking in their hard-earned cred. Then the talk would turn to digital publishing and suddenly everyone, even the quietest undergrad, had an opinion. As English majors, we were unanimously bilbliophiles. We spent whole classes rhapsodizing over the benefits of books: the smell, the feel, the covers. For me, an underrated benefit was being able to make notes in the margins, but most of my classmates were purists who wouldn’t dare soil the pages of a book with their crummy pencils. We all agreed, digital books should be stamped out wherever they are found in favor of the old print medium.

Then, the discussion came up again inthe spring, with one of my more brilliant teachers. He told me, in deliberate tones, that this sort of thinking was overly sentimental. To him, I think, literature is a realm of rationale and intellect – not something to be experience, but processed and criticized. Unlike my classmates and publishing teacher, his field is criticism – which might explain his approach but is a valid viewpoint nonetheless.

In this exchange I see the classic struggle of the arts between the critic and the artist, the rationale and the feeling. And, much to my surprise, this sort of conversation is still happening. Earlier this week this article was published on Book Business, claiming the digital revolution has come and gone… on the publishing side. Now the revolution will be about the consumer, and the collapse of Borders is just the beginning. With advances in technology like the iPad and the Kindle, people are downloading books more than ever. (Have you heard about Amazon’s response to the Kindle? Cuz it sounds awesome.) I’m even considering getting a Kindle, and I LOVE having hard copy books. It’s just hard to keep up with everything that is published, and frankly I don’t want to pay for a hard copy when I a) don’t know if I’ll like it and b) will just end up selling it to Half-Price Books anyway. Digital publishing, like the internet, is convenient, so people will naturally flock to it as soon as they can afford the necessary hardware.

In my opinion, it doesn’t matter how people are reading as long as they ARE reading, even Twilight. Why? Because reading encourages your imagination and, when you read outside your comfort zone, expands your awareness of the world. Books introduce us to people we could never meet, and in some cases people we would never want to meet but should be aware of anyway. Reading encourages imagination and introspection, two activities that are severely lacking in our society, by allowing the reader to enter into a character’s head and reflect on the events of the plot. Everyone should read, at least every once in a while.

This brings me to Banned Books Week. Censorship is still a thing in the U.S., because people don’t trust their kids. I remember telling someone my idea of censorship was to look away from whatever it was that’s offensive. They stared at me like I’d grown  second head – what? I should be responsible for what I observe? Yes, people, freedom means taking responsibility for yourself and what you put out into the world. The classification system for television works well, I think, because there’s a lot of lewd stuff on tv that I wouldn’t want my kids to watch if I were a parent. But books? Those things you can’t just flip to in the course of a nightly television viewing? Getting your hands on those takes more work, and I’m surprised at the lengths to which people will go to make sure that doesn’t happen. Did you know that the powers-that-be tried to say The Hunger Games was unsuited for its target age group (young adults)? That books could have been WAY worse than it was. If you try to protect people from everything, how will they ever survive?

And that’s it from me, folks. I seem to be posting every 10 days, so look for the next post in October!

First Few Days of Work


Temp assignments are always hard on the first day… days. There’s that awkward getting to know you time, a gradual feeling out of abilities and weaknesses, before getting down to the actual business of working. Lately I haven’t had enough to do, so I’ve been working on the novel and writing my Outhouse 52apalooza reviews while just picking up a paycheck. It makes me feel so guilty, doing my hobby/vocation while I should be working, but they haven’t given me enough to do and I’m keeping busy when they do, so I guess it’s just a guilty conscious.

Life is settling in well here in Columbus. Had people over this past Friday to play Puerto Rico, watched the Ohio State game on Saturday (it was quickly switched to Doctor Who).

My feelings on losing Amy and Rory, esp. Rory!

Ramona and I went down to Mad Mex, and we were both struck by how much campus has changed in the short time. McFadden’s is gone, and it seemed to take all the VD with it – the place was practically empty, and I’m assuming all the under-agers with fakes have found another bar to frequent. Saw lots of drunks walking past, and a lot of fashion disasters (so many plaid shirts), but mainly remembered when that was me. It seems long ago and yet not – I’m still young, still go out and get drunk, still have a good time. I just don’t have to walk home after. Getting old isn’t going to be that bad.

I recently started a Tumblr because I felt bad link dumping all over the various social media sites (Google+, Fbook, Twitter). I seem to be primarily interested in books, publishing, travel, and My Little Pony. Thank you, Google Reader, for putting all those things in one place, like a vat of grapes, which I then distill down into the fine wine of my interests. Well, more like grape juice, since the whole point of the internet is no time for maturation to occur.

Since I haven’t been stressing over money lately I’ve had so many ideas for my novel. I was really worried for a while because I hadn’t had a brainwave in weeks, but it seems that stress was my greatest writer’s block. I know that some people write well under pressure (I always did for academic papers), but when it comes to creativity the fewer dams in the river, the better. I still need to conceptualize the earth goddess, but I’m sure my brain is working on it subconsciously.

Rather chatty life-related post, but I’m all out of grand ideas for the moment. Have a great week, everyone!